"I don't know if my universe exists anymore, it was already quite small."
He also doesn't know how he managed to stay alive, if he deserved to be... not allowed to die after his actions. If the creatures still made him immortal, or if - something else did.

He also knows that's bad humor, but - it can't be helped. "If I die, or vanish into the vacuum of space, or - whatever else it is. I - I can accept it, and I think even if you want to protect me, maybe you should too."